dear love ,
though we've never met i've spoken you're name so many times ,
it's funny how something i've never had before seems to be running my life . .
you see . it makes my heart race when i hear of the healing you do .
but then it turns to pain and i wonder , can i feel it too ?
my eyes burn but i won't cry cuz , that's what suckers do
or maybe the fools that fall in love , but will i be a fool for you ?
not a day goes by without i hear your name ,
it's happened so often , for some reason my body feels strange .
i get all tingly and this feeling in my stomach , they say is butterflies .
it feels so good . that sometimes i wanna cry
see now that i'm getting to know you suddenly nothing matters anymore ,
like the days i had no one to turn to , and my mother was downin alcohol .
you got my head so big that i'm disowning my own kind ,
everyone's mad . you seem to be all that's on my mind .
i caught myself daydreamin the other day ,
not of fame or money , but me and you . . gone far away .
that happily ever fairytale shit everyone would like to see ,
i was thinkin we can make that a reality .
but then the tears wet my face and smacked me out this crazy daze .
i caught myself slippin . . but i'm hoping it's just a faze .
i let myself down , you got the best of me , but i just can't stay mad ,
somehow i fell in love w| you love . . something i've never had
Sincerely Yours ,
SELFMADE INC .
Demi|Gee . <3