War with feelings.

hear me out, just give me a minute. and soon youll understand the man i am, half of what you lookin at. the man in the mirror is starting to stare back, gave me a closer look at the monkey chillin on my back. keep your advice i made it this far without it, so why would i be in need for it now? sidetracked as a mothafucka, i been wanting a bogey for the last ten mins and aint made a move yet. can you sense im vexed? same shit different bitch, but fck it like the song says "dont be mad when its on to the next". i sit back roll up and get away, let the weed take me to a calmer place. where im a tad bit more level-headed, tellin niggas i beg to differ. wishing you coulda woulda shoulda said something instead of fronting. like what the fuck am i doing thats so brand new? but other than that im up on the up and up. seems like niggas only wanna listen when its beneficial to them, little do they know im him. excuse me if this is shit you not trying to hear, i just felt the need to share it with the world. or whoever decides to take intrest. consumed with the fantasy hype life like lets see how long it lasts. i was her comfort in and then i was no where in the end. moonlight bright new years eve moon, good girl been bad. took heave to every word said, took time outta my time to listen. all for one and one for all i had you. guess i broke the rules kause i played it far from cool, went from her to her in need of someone. but you always knew i was true, couldnt help but wait. paitence wasnt my virtue this time around, but i guess what goes around comes around. nothing lasts forever unless you really want it, i really loved it. one wished for some shit like this, to only watch it crash and burn. heartbreak earned but not evenly, foolish i might be. more than likely youll be back only to see me with my back turned. fuck feelings i got plenty of em. steadily paying for other niggas mistakes, like they hold my fate. lookin you dead in the face kissing love on the forehead, love is an addiction in itself. i say that to say this take nothing for granted. this feeling is something impossible to ignore, wanted to do the unthinkable no matter if it made us look crazy. sidetracked by all the senseless shit, stressin tellin me about the complications in life. i respond im here with open ears, i listened as you whimpered to me your wants needs and fears. only wanting to live breath and succeed. so please hear me out, im out.

sincerely skeme.