You ever wanted something for so long, that it consumes everything you have. Well thats what im going through. Its been about 2years and its still sweet as the last goodbye. And its difficult to express how i feel because you most likely wouldnt wont understand. Yeah i mention certain shit that you dont wanna hear but thats part of the healing process. Your the healer, time is obviously on our side.
what more can a nigga say, far from the average and i know that for a fact. you know its real when she asks you why you never ask her to chill. i would if we werent seperated by states, but to my suprise it didnt change shit. i let you in my world, offered you a position as my girl, shawty, wifey for lifey, simply put my ride or die bitch. whenever in a slump you had the quick pick me up. its been mearly a month since that day you said yes. and not once have i looked back, like i said earlier take my hand as your man as we cross this path and goodbye to the past. lets laugh live love and move on. weed decieves me, kisses on your forehead to insure my love for you. cant stand the sight of you with any other nigga, call me jealous or whateva. but ill be damnned if i let the next nigga get the best i ever had, put in too much work along with time. you cant just erase history like that,im tryin to build us into a dynasty. bitch its a bigger picture, get lost and found with me. all i know is that your it to me, this other shit means shit to me. please look in the eyes of me, stop lookin at yourself and everybody else. irreplaceable beyonce aint got shit on you. i love you fuck you want me to do. deadass skeme
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