This is me ...

here i am and off i go, so high yet im lower than ever. never before colors are now coming to light who would of thought a relationship so bright could be so dim. as i hit the lights i start to think whats gotten into me? or is it those around me either way i need a solution. box after box newports are slowly becoming my breakfast lunch and dinner, nerves bad but it seems nobody understands the man trapped in a boys body. old but young enough to grasp the ills of life and whats to soon come, let downs are proned to happen. bitches are birds no matter how you say or spell it the truth remains...unsaid their so heartless like a dartless dart board what the fuck are you aiming for? beware cupids shootin luckily i had the homie laki to warn me before i got swarmmed by bees, way bck when before i found allah i was on my knees praying for a bitch like you. who knew you would be what i was tryin to stay away from, the signs was there i should of been more aware. befriended by sin but sometimes no one is there so i do i turn to?