Wishfull Thinking.

clipped wings as i sore through the sky, chasing my high. if i fall that'll be the end of that, aint no coming back. strapped with stress, becoming to much to bare. ive bared my soul stood naked and let you pick me apart. you dont know how it feels once the lights go out to cry no lie. learned that you can only pray to god so many times, before your on your own. now i praise allah, i threw myself at his feet like teach me. wishing it was a way for you to forgive me and my mentality that crime pays, but hey who are to tell me shit. no time to sympathize i aint have a father either which only made me more eager to succeed in this greed filled life. long nights in hotels grinding tryin to throw some shine in my ear, peacin up the homies like i pop 5 like that. nah nigga i just pop shit like that, good with the bad ill take that evil way out. lookin like a million bucks with only some cents in my pocket, with no sense at all. nba bitches lookin to me for pick up games, they want me to toss em some quick dick. alrite so if i do that will you still love me wether its the best or worst you ever had? i want it all or nothing , motivated by need so what the fuck you want. questionin my destiny like where is my fate headed, stuck at the fork in the road. why couldnt i kiss a frog and find my queen, but she can kiss him him and him and still come out with more than me. should i stop here, have i said to much or not enough?